My head is full of chaos. Restless thoughts bounce off the walls of my skull. They feel almost like pop rocks on the tongue.
I watched videos. I read a book. I listened to music.
I took melatonin.
Nothing seems to work.
I am tired but can't sleep.
I know, I know...I should not be on the computer. I should try to relax. I should find some zen. I should spray lavender smelly shit. I should do a lot of things.
Many people suffer from insomnia from time to time. I'm not the only one.
At least it isn't depression. Depression has been such an enemy.
I haven't been this happy in a very long time.
The beginning of the week started off a bit rough. Car trouble, kid trouble, just things that cannot be controlled. It happens.
I do miss being creative. I need to have that outlet to release how I feel. Creativity helps me put the chaos to canvas.
For now, I will type these words and hope that the thoughts become quiet for a bit.
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