I am who I am and I do come with an amount of crazy. I am not perfect. I have tender feelings and am easily hurt.
There is large amounts of baggage that I am trying to work through but it is so hard.
There is so many layers of hurt feelings, mental abuse, trauma, and various other crappy things that lurk under my surface.
I hate allowing anyone to get close because it has a tendency to surface and then I feel the need to apologize for it.
My insecurities come out and I question everything.
I hate it.
Sometimes I think I need to come with a warning label,
At the same time, I should be allowed to be me.
I think we all come with certain levels of crazy. We all have gone through shit we don't talk about.
I do find myself wishing that I didn't feel the need to hide it. It gets hard sometimes when I'm really tired or I have emotional overload.
My crazy comes out with jazz hands and a kazoo.
It's hard to hide it.
