I am just frustrated with my country and most of its people these days.
I am not gay nor am I getting married so I just don't give a shit about who can get married or not. I honestly don't think anyone should get married these days. Love shouldn't be bound by a piece of paper.
I also think that it isn't 1862 and I don't live in the South. I don't give a shit about flags. I really don't. If it offends you, get over it. Strong odors offend me, you don't hear me bitching about that.
Good grief people.
There is so many other things that should be a concern other than what other people are doing or what offends them.
I work hard everyday. I like what I do. I don't complain about bruises and tired arms. What bothers me is that I what I make per hour isn't even enough to throw me over the poverty level. I also don't qualify for aid or help. I have kids to support and bills to pay.
Why can't we fix that? Why can't we have poor people parades? Why can't poor people wave a freaking flag?
Don't even get me started on affordable health care. I pay for my health insurance and I also have medical bills thanks to my affordable health care. I would like to hear a valid definition of what is considered "affordable".
Seriously...
America has so many homeless people. America has so many unemployed.
I see so many kids these days post with poor grammar and spelling. They can't do basic math. I don't even think they learn history to even understand the issues today and where they stem from.
Why can we fix that?
Crazies are toting guns into places and shooting whoever they please. I hear cries of gun control. What about controlling the crazies?
Why does this happen? Where is the flag for that? How about a parade?
Why does no one really care about the important things?
I honestly think our priorities are in the wrong places.
When I had lost my job, I was shocked. (but not super shocked, I didn't like the job and it showed)
It isn't easy being fired. It beings emotions of not being good enough or being a loser. Truth be told, many successful people have been fired. Google it if you want.
When I was down and out, I decided to make a list of all of the jobs I had over the years:
Babysitter
Custodian
Student Research Assistant
Administrative Assistant
Walmart Associate (CSM)
Laundry Cleaner
Hostess
Busser
Bartender
Waitress
Financial Aid Employee
Order Entry Clerk
Club Manager Assistant
YMCA Guest Services
The list goes on and on....I held many hats over my lifetime.
The point of my list was to help me figure out which job made me the happiest. Which job did I enjoy doing despite the compensation. Which job I wanted to focus on.
This helped me target my next employer.
I loved my Walmart job the most with being a hostess as a close second.
Then I listed why I liked this (these) job(s) the most.
It was simply because I enjoy customer service and not being tied to a desk for eight hours a day.
I worked for Walmart in the mid 90's. This was before I had kids and I was able to work the whacky hour schedule and I could live on a minimum amount of money. I loved the people I worked with. I still see a few of them when I stop in my old store. They welcome me with hugs and smiles. They ask how everything is and then they ask when I am coming back. This always makes me feel good about the type of people that Walmart hires.
So I decided to apply again at a store closer to where I live now. I didn't expect too much as I thought that they might think I was more of the office type since I haven't done customer service in a million years.
A week later I was offered a job in the sporting goods/automotive department.
I was stunned and happily accepted.
I was nervous of course since it meant a pay cut from what I was used to and the hours aren't the typical 9 to 5.
I was also nervous because I was afraid that I lost my customer service touch.
It was been almost two months since I started there and in these two months I have received many compliments from my supervisors on my job performance. I also have such great satisfaction in talking with do many different people on a daily basis and helping them find what they need.
Now this may seem silly and kind of dumb for someone to enjoy their job at Walmart but what really matters is that so many people have jobs because they just pay the bills. People go to a job where they don't enjoy it.
I finally can say that I love what I do so it really isn't work at all.
